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Praise the Lord, who heals those who sing the blues!


Deacon's Corner for February 2, 2018 

In Sunday’s scripture readings we see how Job “sings the blues” (JB 7: 1-4,6-7). The great lament on the drudgery of life. My mind wanders to early mornings on the Babylon LIRR platform as commuters face another cold Winter’s trek into the “city” and what could be just another day of toil. The hope of an eventless train ride is dashed, as the announcement crackles over the platform speakers and cries out yet another train delay.

Job speaks to our lament of today, “Is this as good as it gets”? We often feel the longing for something more!

Parish life can be the center of activity for us, whether in our Sunday worship, bringing the kids to religious education or tending to our prayer life and spiritual well-being.  For others, particularly the millennials, being drawn to have the Parish of St. Joseph as the central place in their lives can be chalked up to wishful thinking.

Bishop John Barres calls us all toward Dramatic Missionary Growth and as a Deacon on the altar I see the missing faces in the pews. The path to engagement seems to be less clear. I long to understand God’s plan for us as a missionary in our own community.  I pray for those disenfranchised, the missing, who can teach me a thing or two about their needs, and their spiritual longing. 

The new “Great Lament” is the diminishing attendance in the pews and the hope of a future as a vibrant parish is held in the balance. Diminishing participation and church attendance are shared by other faith traditions, as we grapple to engage all the faithful.  We are invited to encounter Jesus. We are called to spread the Gospel of Christ, first by our actions and then through intimate conversations.
I have a desire to move beyond our parish campus and into the community. If our young adults don’t see a parish centered existence, then maybe God is calling us as missionaries to reach out to them and our local community!  We need to be open to change and be emboldened with a broader understanding of what it means to encounter Jesus.

One definition of insanity is to continue to do the same thing and expect different outcomes. If we focus on the same tactics without a deeper understanding of the needs of the community, we risk diminishing returns and the return to a vibrant parish.

We need a new playbook, a new spirit, one which is unafraid and life-giving. We need to follow Jesus’ example by reaching out, by engaging through community service and purposeful ecumenical partnerships.

In Ezekiel, as the Lord commission’s him, it is written: “Son of man, eat what you find here: eat this scroll, then go, speak ...feed your stomach and fill your belly with this scroll I am giving you. I ate it, and it was as sweet as honey in my mouth.  

What was on the scroll...?  A song of lament, “The Blues”, in a word.

When all seems to fail us, we should swallow the words of our lament and our Lord Jesus will commission us and then redirect our paths. The Divine Source of Love dwells in us, He who provides all that we need to rise into action. Take the first step and the Lord will multiply all that is good.

When hope seems to be stolen away when action is displaced by silence when lines of division are draw, we need to draw ourselves closer to Jesus. Closer to Him in prayer, closer to Him in charity, closer to Him in finding ways to bridge the divide we find with each other, and the separation of those we need to Welcome back.

My mind muses on musical snippets and lyrics which seem to play as an ongoing loop during my moments of contemplation and prayer. We recently sang a new song at the twelve noon Sunday Mass, “All My Hope” by Crowder. (https://youtu.be/7tElvdnId4Q)
 The line, “All my hope is in Jesus, thank God, my yesterday’s gone”, seems to tie in well with our struggles.

We are called to be missionaries, with the very gifts our Lord has given us, and we need to begin right here and right now.

Sometimes it feels good to sing the blues, but now its time to rock and roll!

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